Real life experience with mom

Back in the 70s when my parents got divorced Mom was drinking way to much and I hated Mom drunk like that.  One night I found mom passed out cold drunk sleeping and she was half undressed.  I could see her boob's and pubic hair because her robe was completely open up and I had never seen a grown up woman's nude body before. Once I realized that nothing would wake Mom up I started to explore her body and it wasn't long before I was feeling her up and more. At my young age it was very exciting for me to have access to a grown up woman's nude body. That's when I wanted Mom to get drunk all of the time. I had real life experiences with my mom and she never woke up or moved a muscle at all.  For the next six years everytime she got drunk I would wait for her to pass out and I would go find her.