The Initiation: Mommy nervously waits for Master to summons her

On arrival mommy was met by staff members and led through to a lounge and offered a drink and told to wait and that Master was detained and would summon her when he was ready. She was confused. The private apartment seemed empty. She had assumed it was a party or a small gathering, that other guests and other women attending the course would be here, but she sat alone in the comfortable lounge sipping her drink, nervous and uncomfortable about the situation she had put herself in. She started to think she should have worn something more formal, less revealing but she had wanted to show that she could fit in, that she could be fun and exciting like the girls at the party the night before. But now she wished she’d worn her business suit and white blouse. Now she wished she hadn’t come and she realised she could just get up and leave. But what would that say about her? Would it just mark her out as a boring suburban mom and housewife, would it make her seem uptight and old fashioned. She so wanted to be accepted, to get the approval of the people at Master’s mansion, she so wanted to show that she wasn’t dull and uninteresting and she tried to stop thinking about her husband and child at home, and poured herself another drink as she sat nervously waiting